Friday, March 11, 2016
Belle Letres
To my great love,
I love you - exact words that comes in my
mind everytime I think of you. I don't know when or how I ended up loving you
like this. I didn't even know that I have this capability of handling the
fierce kind of love that I have for you. Every night, I am asking God why He
gave you to me. I am asking Him what's His reason for all of this. Our
lovestory is one of a kind (I should say, at least). Our story is not similar
with the movies and tv shows that we usually watch. I must admit that we
started in wrong way... but in that way, I learned that love is unpredictable.
It really comes in unexpected time. Also, it will show to you the things that you
thought before impossible, but possible now. It actually taught me to trust
again, to be brave enough to fight for what you think is right. I love you so
much to the point I realized, I deserved to be loved.
Thank you for pulling me up everytime I am
down. Thank you for making me feel that I can be loved right. Thank you for
making me feel like I am the most beautiful girl in the world. Thank you for
the patience, the kindness, the understanding and the respect you have given to
me. Thank you for choosing me everyday, every hour, every second of your life.
We may not see that often, but you make sure that I could still feel that
you're just beside me, that there's no distance between us. Again, I love you
so much to the point that I realized once again, distance should never be a
hindrance between two people who love each other truly.
Our relationship is not perfect. We have
our own ups and downs, just like other commitments. We fight (which I think is
normal, of course) but we make sure that at the end, love will dominate our
hearts and not pride nor personal desires. I could still remember the day where
we both actually thought that our relationship was over, but you chased me
(which really surprised me at all, hehe). We talked and had a compromise to set
our personal differences. Again, I love you so much to the point that I
realized once again, if you really love someone, you'll be willing to give your
understanding no matter how hard it is.
We started our lovestory where I'm just 16
and you're 15. We're too young (they say) but I think we have brave hearts to
fight for it. We became each other's sister and brother, a friend, a mentor, a
partner (of course) and even a shield whenever each one of us are in pain. And
now years passed, we both changed and grew up but I am so happy to say that
despite of all the changes happened, our relationship remained strong. It is
still full of love and spark. This wouldn't have happened without the guidance
of God. Again, I love you so much to the point that I realized once again, I
shouldn't fear change but rather accept it and choose to compromise so that we
can understand each other more.
I love you so much mahal. I cannot promise
you anything but I assure you that I'll do anything and everything for us, for
our relationship and for the ones that we both love. It's been almost four
years since I met you, but it so feels like it all happened yesterday. I am not
expecting anything but I am hoping that you'll be my lifetime partner. You're
God's greatest blessing to me now, please don't ever forget that. You're
imperfect but thank you so much for trying to be the best boyfriend. I love you
so much to the point that through all the learnings and realizations that I
got, it all made me a better person now. Without you, I cannot imagine my life
right now and I know you as well! Always remember that, I am here for you and I
am so proud with all the things that you fulfilled with your whole heart.
I love you so much to the point that these
words are not enough to define how I really feel towards to you.
From,
The girl who loves you always
